just like I used to and now I can’t seep, or stop crying, or stop thinking and I don’t know what to do. I have too many decisions to make and I don’t know when I should make them, if I already have or if they should just faze out of my life and not let them matter at all. I don’t know wether or not I should be selfless or selfish. I also do not know wether I should be listening to my head or heart… But lately, they’re the same thing.
I guess you could say I’m a little lost…All I want is to fall asleep in Sams arms tonight, I wish we lived together. Or I wish we could just stay here… Even just once. I need him always. I don’t think he understands just how much I need him in my life right now, and forever.
He’s my everything, and my happiness.